hint: one was melody's, one was horng's and melody's, one was sylvia's and one was daijing and weiling's. :)
tHe gAnG
_ cHaRmaiNe _
_ Dai JiNg _
_ hUi QiN _
_ JaNiCe _
_ MeLodY _
_ SiYih _
_ SyLviA _
_ tZe hoRng _
_ wAn YiNg _
_ wEi LiNg _
_ yU sHi _
cOmMon tRaitS
- eXsAciAn -
- eXsAcCo mEmbeRs -
- LoVe fOR mUsiC -
- cHeeRfuL bUncH oF giRls -
oUR tURn oFfs
- bEiNg bAcKstaBbeD -
- hEaRtleSs gUys -
- bitChy giRls -
- PpL witH bAd aTtitUde -
WisH uPoN aLl tHe sTaRs
[o1] oUR fRieNdsHip tO gROw wiTh tiME
[o2] oUR neXt OutiNg
[o3] aLl oF uS tO bE hApPy
[o4] eXceL iN sTudieS
[o5] sMoOth yEaR aHeaD
[o6] gO oVeRseAs tOGetHeR
Birthdays.
Charmaine: 21 Jan
Yushi: 29 Feb
Sylvia: 12 April
Huiqin: 5 June
Wanying: 12 June
Siyih: 29 June
Melody: 11 July
Tzehorng: 22 July
Janice: 12 Aug
Daijing: 26 Dec
Weiling: 28 Dec
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
*sHeEsH*
my mood is pretty low now. totally feel depressed somehow or another. my polymates wld think i m too emotional and stuffs. whatever way one wants to view me now i have no opinions at all. i have high expectations of myself and always wants to be a perfectionist (who dun wish that we are flawless?). today's lesson was alrite to be. but it wasnt so for my mentor. being accessed by her today but her comments for me wasnt really good. an art and craft lesson plan lacking of art element. try to imagine how i felt when i heard tt comment of hers. it seems like my lesson was a waste of time when she told me that comment.
cant imagine that i cried in front of the kids today. i cant control those tears at all. maybe i expect too much and when the grades did not reach my expectation it was really depressing. the children were just standing near me and asking teacher janice what happen to you. are you crying? did not reply them and try so hard to act nothing matters. but the tears dun seem to stop even when you want them to. it just sux so much. now it seems like i finally respect my feelings and express them out. but hey i m expressing it out in front of the wrong crowd. *sheesh*
today just aint good. aint good for me at all. trying to look forward for the next lesson to be accessed by mentor and by that lesson i wun make anymore mistakes i made today. but that doesnt seem to help how i m feeling rite now. *sheesh* i m just too emotional? whatever it is i m tired with crying, tired with the weight load, tired by everything and with everything. i need a rest but that rest dun seem to come till next weekend. if i m able to rest by then i wld be grateful. really grateful. enough of craps and complains.
read the previous entry and i wish that derrick will win the revival round. he is cute man plus he is from np! why din i see him in np at all? did he graduate le? other than being cute i think he sing well sia. what a waste to be out of the competition when he got the qualities to be a superstar. hahaz. i m bias sia.